30 Day Blogging Challenge - Day 22

How I've Changed in the Past 2 Years

Two years ago I had just finished my first year of college and was getting ready to live in a new city to study at another college for two years.  I started to discover who I was in my first year of college but these past two years I've 'developed' myself.  (This is some great design process terms I'm using)

I have realised how awful people are.  They are just out for themselves and don't give much of a thought to the people on the other end.
I've also realised how brilliant people can be.  So talented and skilled and so kind hearted.  People are one extreme or the other now.

I've become more motivated.  I'm now constantly wanting to do something productive and hate when I'm not.  I've learnt to crochet in less than a year because of this and it's my new favourite hobby.

I've learnt not to keep my hopes up too much.  Thinking that something will happen disappoints me so much when it doesn't happen.  I now just expect things to go wrong or something bad to happen.

Other things are that I'm an inch taller than I thought I was, I've put on 2 stone and I'm starting to get better at makeup.


Song of the day: A song I listen to when I'm sad

If You Could See Me Now by The Script